i received a msg from an unknown number.

unknown: cuz, ishah here. this is my new number.

i smiled. she still remember my number. she still remember me. oh oh, ishah is my cousin. her real name is salidah anyways. but we, family call her ishah.
me: eh hello! i cant believe that you actually still remember my number.

and then she suddenly keep quiet and didnt msg me. so i took the courage to msg her again. i know, we've not been talking for like many many months after an incident. yes, we fought and suddenly we've not been contacting each other. we met during the last raya, but we didnt even bother to look at each other or even talk/tegur each other. perangai kan.

me: hey babe. i know i've been a real bitch to you during the last few months. fact is, i miss you. i miss the old you. i still remember how close we used to be and suddenly we just drift apart.

ishah: im sorry if i ever hurt your feelings.im sorry for everything. you know, somtimes, when i look at our neoprints we took last time, i cried. why must this happened. i really miss those times, the problem sharing time. you wanna know something? after losing you, my bestie and one by one, i lose some of my friends. i quit ****, drinking. i lost my bf. i could only depend on myself and my mum is there to support me too. i learnt what life should really be. now that i got you back, im so damn happy. i want the whole world to know that you're the best cousin i ever had.

and as usual, me being that emo-kid, i cried reading that msg. who wouldnt if is in the same position as me. i hate myself for not being there during here lowest period. im such a bitch. bitch bitch bitch. and we swear that we'll be there for each other. and this time, it's for real. ahhh, i suddenly feel like crying.

on a brighter note, boyfriend and i became friends on neopets already. he got neopets ar sebenarnye but forgot the username and password. after which he failed trying to log in after 3 times but i, the super-duper-miracle girlfriend managed to log in to his account only after one try. heh heh! and our neopets fought in a battledome. HAHA! and i won! i know, we are the kental-est pair ever to play fight-fight wit our neopets. tapi tetap suker!

okays, i think im done updating for now.

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supiah.supi.sup.9teen.temasekpoly.
facebook addict.
i whine and i sulk.
i smile & laugh alot so dont tell me to stop.
im happy & blessed.
im the.girl from hell.
i play touchrugby & i ♥ tpiranhas.
i ♥ the happyhappypeople.
i am convinced that friends come & go.
shopping & online shopping makes me a happy kid & satisfied & broke.
simple plan/good charlotte/my chemical romance/the click five rock my socks.
love me & i'll love you.hate me & i'll hate you more.
im feeling and tired at work.

to Bangkok and i cant wait!
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graduation
theclickfiveconcert
ben&jerry's
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getawaytohongkong/bali/anywhere
sunsetastoldbydearestbfsincedec15
meetlittlemissiza
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