so sentosa on wednesday wit the girls was great. despite the rain, we still managed to play in the water. and i finally got the chance to "swim" to the other end where the rocks are. and playing touch wit only three girls, on land and on water but we had so much fun and laughter. mas just had to be sick on that day but she was there too. it explains so much why i wanted everybody to turn up. out of five, only four came. radz was missing, over at wherever she was supposed to be, where sentosa to her was not an appropriate place.

chicken rice and drinks was our indulgence. taiti and seven diamonds are loved. cam-whore became our favourite. sucking in our tummy became our sinful hobby. getting ready for hours was our part-time job.
cursing each other without having to hurt anothers' feeling and at the end of it, laughing like mad woman, bitching like there's no tomorrow and above all, we still love each other.

will upload the pictures once yana sent it to me.

then, to boyfriend's place for dance floor and american idol. for the first time ever, it took me three hours or less or more just to meet boyfriend, the bathing, the changing of clothes, the putting on makeup, to vivo to getting lost to train rides and to waiting for the bus 29 which took so long to come and go.

thursdays' training had to be cancelled and i dont know why. so prison break season 2 over at boyfriend's place. otah-otah and ruffles while watching prison break. and kwang kwang kwang! there's prison break season THREE! mengigit-jari/finger-biting seyy. and american idol as usual too. and goddamnit, sanjaya yang nyanyi sumpah tak sedap nak mampos is still in.

okays, the next few or many lines is going to be very very random.
remember those days where we used to go out everytime one of us sms just to let each other know how miserable life is. just to drink and see you getting drunk. and hearing each other spouting nonsense. and at the end of it, when we finally get back home and wake up the next morning, laughing at how stupid last night was. yes, girl. that was one year and few months ago. when we became close and suddenly you went missing. and i tried every ways to get back in contact wit you. when i finally saw you, i foolish-ly cried. we became close again and now, you're no where to be found. where are you, girl? when i needed you most when i feel like it's the end of the world. when i needed you just to hear and see me cry. is it true when i thought that you have totally forgotten about me. well maybe you dont need me anymore. we can no longer be like before just like how sisters do. thank you, for everything that you have given me, the sweetest memories ever.

we've met before, before we finally met and get to know each other. because you came out of the sudden, i had to turn you down. and suddenly when im happy wit my life right now, you came back just to find out how's life for me. well, im happy. just so you know, im really really happy wit my life right now. so just keep the distance away from me, thank you.

i just realised that you are not the friend that i thought you would be. because you compared me and you to me and them. im sorry. you're just no longer who i thought. you no longer come and tell me the most interesting things that is happening to you. yet, i was the last to know. so thank you, for the friendship. we will still be, but not as close as how we used to be.

you dont bitch about another person like that, bitch. thank you. look at yourself first. thank you.

just the few people that i seriously dont wish to mention their names, so dont bother asking me who. blame it on the fucking knnccb menses.

but it's doesnt matter if i lose them. as long i got boyfriend wit me, everything will be just fine.

he, who doesnt allow me to lose weight when i so badly wanted to. he, who i waited patiently for hours, he, who i sacrificed work just to stand in the queue for many many many hours. he, who cursed so much be it riding or driving until i become so scared of him on the road. he, who tricked me by saying that kelly clarkson is the guest performer but she isnt. he, who loses to playing kejar-kejar tangan wit me. he, who doesnt know how to whisper. HAHA! but still, i love him just the way he is.and lastly, he, who isnt back home and the time now is already 1.50am.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

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now playing-save you
simple plan

supiah.supi.sup.9teen.temasekpoly.
facebook addict.
i whine and i sulk.
i smile & laugh alot so dont tell me to stop.
im happy & blessed.
im the.girl from hell.
i play touchrugby & i ♥ tpiranhas.
i ♥ the happyhappypeople.
i am convinced that friends come & go.
shopping & online shopping makes me a happy kid & satisfied & broke.
simple plan/good charlotte/my chemical romance/the click five rock my socks.
love me & i'll love you.hate me & i'll hate you more.
im feeling and tired at work.

to Bangkok and i cant wait!
chocolatebananacake
graduation
theclickfiveconcert
ben&jerry's
hotpinkshoes
getawaytohongkong/bali/anywhere
sunsetastoldbydearestbfsincedec15
meetlittlemissiza
singfest


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