[..otak kau]
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
ystdy, i went to school for psychology only.so damn mad wit my group members.did some stoopid placard for presentation.there's only me and this gerald guy who is everytime-i-see-him-never-smile-at-me-one guy.sheesh!so i faster faster finish writing then i meet norman and go for lunch.and oh, i did mention that i HATE black carrot cake.but i SWEAR white carrot cake taste way way way much better than black carrot cake.and sheesh, im not being racist okay, norman.i love black!but i hate the soy sauce lar.and and i had such a good laughing session wit hairul, norman,imam, maryam and kailing.
i went off for damn psyshology and one of the damn grp members wasnt there.i tried calling but no avail.i tell you, the presentation went bad okayy, very bad..and i tell you again, guys are so messy in planning ar.bersepah-sepah.they dont even noe where the hell to stand.i was so damn pissed off ar.
i said to them: ey, alamak..you stand there lar.then you stand here.dumb lar u pple.i stand here.aft i read then i go stand behind.(smack my forehead)
bodoh siakk.then give me blur face.WTF!
enough said abt psycho lar.this sat, psycho exam.wth!
aft school, i meet up wit lea.and we went to an open space above a carpark.i was so so mesmerize wit that place ar.its so open and so quiet and so peaceful.from 5 plus till 7 plus like that, we saw 2 people walking by and it was our secondary school friend.what a coincidence.so they joined us.chit chat.we did something that makes me feel better.on the count of one two three, we screamed!and yes, we screamed!!arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhh!i felt tears flowing down my cheeks.i wiped it away and we screamed again.i SWEAR, it really helps.then,we started to play chop chilli chop.cute sia.i was sleepy ar actually.talk again.time check-930.we left the place at 945.i went back home, feeling so much better.
skali, the moment i stepped home, i really really hate being at home ar.first mum doesnt talk to me.dad thinks im being rude.then my brother beats me up.
and the ever rude things a family member got to say abt me:sial punye pompan.buto.cibai.wah, segale segale nye keluar.thank ar, bro.sumpah sak, tak perlu sey ckp bende tu pasal aku.sape yg lebih terok ni skrg.kau ke aku?!!!
like wtf!whats wrong wit this people ar.one day, i tell you, im going to run away from home.and i purposely go back home late everyday just to stay away from home.if they dont love me, might as well, i dont exist at home kan.aft what my brother did to me, i spent the whole night crying.
and thank ar, i had to wake up this morning at 6(an order from angry mum) just to sent my bitchy sister no 1 to school, just because she's going for camp and i had to carry her damn heavy bag for her to school..she'll be away till friday.yes ar!
i hope today goin to be a better day.
*korang suke ekh kalau aku mampos.go on norman, please proceed wit urusankematian.com okayy.
-the seven levels carpark-
-level6, we took the stairs to level7.apparently, the lift at lvl 7 not working-
-shadows of me and lea-
-notice that the pearl are not at the bottom of the drink,this is because that dumb aunty forgot to put pearl on my chocolate milk ice blended.and we go snack-ing-
-we indulged good food-
-i saw a flock of bird flying flying, but when i snapped, this is what i got.hmphf-
-the view from where i sit, blame it on my phone for such dark picture.it was only 5 plus siak-
-me and lea-
- a friendship is born-.1.jpg)
-i love this pic-
-this is how i disappear-
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i smile & laugh alot so dont tell me to stop.
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im the.girl from hell.
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