[new found fren]
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
"Opposite mi, i saw tis girl, wipin her tears away from her mascara eyes. Ere was no smile on her face, onli sorrows, hurt & emptiness. Wad i c is more dan a girl, it is a reflection of myself. I wanted to approach her, but i dint dared to, so i stayed put, lookin at her occassionally. At times, her frien managed to make her smile a lil, but da face shows tat she's not happi at all stil. Misery. not wantin to regret not approachin today, i wrote sth to her on a slip of paper and passed to her. (we're chattin now)"
we exchange contacts and we have been talking online.she wrote this in her blog and the moment i read it,i was again touched.btw, i wasnt wearing mascara, i wore eyeliner and NEVER mascara.
i had hell of time trying to sleep last nite.i cudnt get to sleep and it was already 3 plus in the morning.i had to cry it out and as it got louder, i covered my face wit my fav pillow and closed the door not wanting to wake my half asleep mum.
and again this morning as i was helping my mum doing kuih, i nearly broke down in front of her.
so tdy, i choose not to eat.eventho i cook for the family.my fav sardin dish.
happy national day to everyone.i want to watch fireworks again.
im better off dead
-this is how i disappear-
6:50 PM
6:50 PM
WELCOME
now playing-save you
simple plan
LITTLEMISS
facebook addict.
i whine and i sulk.
i smile & laugh alot so dont tell me to stop.
im happy & blessed.
im the.girl from hell.
i play touchrugby & i ♥ tpiranhas.
i ♥ the happyhappypeople.
i am convinced that friends come & go.
shopping & online shopping makes me a happy kid & satisfied & broke.
simple plan/good charlotte/my chemical romance/the click five rock my socks.
love me & i'll love you.hate me & i'll hate you more.
im feeling
and tired at work.DESIRE
FAMOUSLAST
WORD
WORD
abandoned!
THEY
HISTORY