[back to emo mood]
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
started the day by going for damn psychology.and then meet up wit norman for fireworks.i thought it would be nice if i get to watch fireworks wit the one u love but however...arrrgh..i wanted so much to watch fireworks wit him lar.but, at least i get to watch fireworks.and norman had to suffer by watching me cry over something.
ekh,im so sorry ar if i spoil your day by making u look at me crying.i swear it wasnt intentional.
anyway, the fireworks were nice.and its been such along time eversince i watched fireworks.everybody was so eager sia to watch the fireworks.everybody was standing up and we had to stand up ar.damn u pple.
AND something nice happened,apparently someone i duno saw me crying and she was such a sweet girl.she wrote me a note.this is wat it says "are you alright?i dont know why you're tearing.i hope you'll feel better.if you ned someone to talk to, can approach mi.maybe we can talk.smile pls =)."
isnt she sweet?i mean someone actually saw me cry and that note really touched me ar.she even leave her contact number ar.i wasnt trying to attract attention by crying lar actually(i did mentioned it wasnt intentional okay)but i really cant help it.but then again, shy lar sia, that someone actually saw me cry in public.and yea she's sweet.
met aisyah for awhile.she was wit her bf.aint you so lucky that u get to watch fireworks wit bf?i hugged the moment i saw her and u noe how i really feel.im happy that u're happy wit him.
aft fireworks, we went to drink.it been such a long time.and i swear i was really feeling tipsy ar and its only one bottle lar.my face turns red, my eyes turns red, thats wat norman said ar.and u dun haf to feel guilty that i drank lar.i thot it wud make me feel better but nope lar, i feel more lousy.and tanx norman for wanting to sent me back to bedok but i rather be alone ar.haha.when we go our separate ways, i still remember wat we said to each other, "walk straight!".oh yar,tanx for the ice lemon tea and crunchie and the drink.ahah, i did walk straight lar ekh.but standing all alone in the train and feeling so drowsy was like hell ar.
and looking at gfs wit bfs in the train really tears me larrrr!
im really really so damn feeling lousy lar.and im still feeling drowsy but i choose not to go to bed okayy.
it has been nights of crying before goin to bed.its never gonna stop.
and it hurts so much.
i noe we're no longer together but im sorry for reacting that way.
-this is how i disappear-
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i whine and i sulk.
i smile & laugh alot so dont tell me to stop.
im happy & blessed.
im the.girl from hell.
i play touchrugby & i ♥ tpiranhas.
i ♥ the happyhappypeople.
i am convinced that friends come & go.
shopping & online shopping makes me a happy kid & satisfied & broke.
simple plan/good charlotte/my chemical romance/the click five rock my socks.
love me & i'll love you.hate me & i'll hate you more.
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