[he mean so much to me]
Friday, July 21, 2006
anyway, something stoopid happen ysdty.
on thursday.i came to school 10 mins late.so yar, i reached at 1010am for my opsy interview which i didnt really learn much the night before because my mind was obviously somewhere else.and so i came in..
i was like "ey, how come like so few people sia?"
then, i asked my friend ar.
she repeatly asked me "when's yours?when's yours?"
panickly i replied "today rite?"
i was like "got tdy and next week meh?"
she said "yar.he got say one"
i go "really meh?he got say?when sia?"
she replied "last week ar"
i answered "really, i never hear.then when's mine?"
she confidently replied "you same group as me rite.oh, ours is next week"
me and my irritated face "and u didnt even tell me?"
she and her bloody ego face "you never asked wat.."
arrr..tanx hor!
and i was like what the hell am i suppose to do from 10 plus to training time.sheesh.
so i went to meet up wit nurul and fai.and then they had to leave and i was all alone.
i was alone for awhile until yam called and asked me to accompany her for late lunch.yam was being such a sweetie.knowing that i like the chocolate eclair, she bought for me without telling me.i was touched hor.az came and so she ate and dee came aft that.i didnt talk much.like hello, my eyes still hurt ar and im feeling so sleepy.
had training and and we ALMOST lose a gilbert again.omg!
yes, im very obsess wit all the gilberts and stedens plus all the water bottles and cones.and then, had another selection for the NTL.24 choosen and there'll be another selection from 24 cut down 18.seram okayy.we got our champion medal for YMCA touch.then, we headed back home lor together wit az, nurul and fizah.fizah is such a sweetie pie.everytime, we go back together or do drills together or when she saw me, she goes "supi...." then rite, her eyes like blink blink at me and the manja voice.arrr..naik bulu roma ku...
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today, had mdbs group meeting.i was late.but thank god, we finish everything.mak ai.i forgot next week, 2 lab tests and my damn opsy interview.mati siak!cmsk was so usual ar.sumpah sak nak tido.hungry by then, so i bought egg sandwich,left school wit ressa and went back home.the moment i stepped inside my house, OMFG!wats wrong wit the bitchy sisters siak.the house was in total mess ar.mum wasnt at home so was brother.and they were at home and mcm biase ar, they helped ard house by messing up the living room and my room.tak perlu sak.tk masok otak betol cakap ngan pompan pompan ni semue tau.i still haven clean up the mess ar.i cant be bother anymore.
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and the letter says...
`a note-i still love you no matter what.i cant help but feel emo everytime i think abt it.i'll be back soon.hopefully..
-this is how i disappear-
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LITTLEMISS
facebook addict.
i whine and i sulk.
i smile & laugh alot so dont tell me to stop.
im happy & blessed.
im the.girl from hell.
i play touchrugby & i ♥ tpiranhas.
i ♥ the happyhappypeople.
i am convinced that friends come & go.
shopping & online shopping makes me a happy kid & satisfied & broke.
simple plan/good charlotte/my chemical romance/the click five rock my socks.
love me & i'll love you.hate me & i'll hate you more.
im feeling
and tired at work.DESIRE
FAMOUSLAST
WORD
WORD
abandoned!
THEY
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