[whats wrong wit being selfish]
i shud be sleeping by now siak.i still need to catch some sleep.i still owe myself another extra 7 hours of sleep.im like struggling here trying to complete this damn project.and i just cant seem to get the damn codes right lar.cibaiii!
school starting tmr.i mean tdy.later at 9am to be exact.lectures for 3 straight hours.if i can wake up early, most probably i'll go.but if i dont wake up early, which i hope i will,then definately i'll missed it AGAIN!cibai!okay, stop cibai-ing lar supi!
and school reopening siakk.my "self wake-up" mode has been set its timing to 11am for the last 2 wks.then, i had to adjust it to 8am again.cibai larrr!im so tired this day lately lar.i got eye bag lar.i need concealer babey!and i still haven decide whether to cut or perm my hair lar.
and then there's training.and fitness gonna be hell sey.and and more projects due.cibai!and term test results!prepared for the worst lar supi.
but kan, i cant wait to go back to school, not for the sake of studying but to see all the wonderful people in school!
and im missing gorgeous.
i cant wait for my "magic" hug by nurul.nurul's hugs somehow makes me cheer-ed up all the times.
stupid brother has been hogging on the phone for like forever siak.action siul!cibai!
i haven been doing my own laundry for so so long.my laundry piled up at the corner of my bed.
i think i shud start struggling for my studies.and there's only one reason that keeps me going: my mum.
i still haven decide which subject selection i shud choose.eyy, stress nyeh!
-Wished for you so hardPrayed that You'd find me;Maybe your here today,Here to remind me-
im sorry gerls, but elmo seriously cannot.elmo is happy as for now.so dun kacau me okay.
-this is how i disappear-
2:35 AM