saturday, i went out wit yana.aft so long of not miting her.she wanted to mit someone so i had to accompany her.
i wanted to study outside ar actually since i cant study at home but nvrm...i was getting ready when naq called n asked me out too.dilemma abis but i've decide to mit up wit yana definately coz she 'chop' me first.den i told yana that i wanted to drop by tamp n say hi to hairul n norman but she said the guys doesnt like waiting.so when i read the msg, i was like saying to myself "alar.i wanted to!!"its okay lar, there always monday or tuesday or wednesday or thursday n so on.
so we were suppose to mit at bedok intc at 330 and as usual i reached first.then, we took the train to orchard since yana is suppose to mit her guy fwen there.we reached there quite early so we waited at the staircase and were cam whoring lar ekh.picture aft this k.then, farhan n mus came.we went to lucky plaza n the guys played pool.me n yana were just sitting ard n cam whoring again.i cant be bothered ar actually looking at them playing pool so i was just looking ard n i saw an old fwen.me n yana were so bored siakkk so we were singing to yana's mp3 song n dancing to it.emo jugak ekh kite.think unfaithful n so sick.
next we went to fareast and eat at long john.then we saw idah, naq's fwen.so naq was at fareast too!its been awhile since i saw her.so aft eating, i told yana that i wanted to see naq.so we left the guys for awhile n went to mit naq outside nana thai. hug her n we talk for awhile.den, we had to go.yana gave her a kiss on the right cheek n i gave her a kiss on her left cheek.so we went n mit the guys at old chang kee.n nope, i didnt had my dose of curryo n sotong head on stick coz i was so full.we slack outside fareast.i must say that the guys can dance seyy.so mus had to leave n mit his gf.
me, yana n farhan headed to a place near taka where its quiet n dark.i feel like a lamp post seyy.so yana was practically holding my hand on her left side n farhan on her right side.i dont have a date so yana became my date last nite eventho she had a date lar.went we reached the sitting area, i really feel like a lamp post ar seriously.but yana made me feel not like one.then listen to mp3.farhan was like dancing ar.he danced well ar.den suddenly, he played this song by kci n jojo-all my life n started to sing n dance this song infront of yana.omg!so switttt..
so i had to leave and yana n farhan sent me to the bustop.while waiting for the bus, farhan was cracking jokes den we were talking n he was saying something bout yana n...i dared him to confess his love for yana.n he actually did it lar!he kneeled down in front of yana n confessed.n that was like at the bustop, like in public!i noe u dun need to dare pple just to show that u really love her, but i was like really dumbfounded lar okayy.swit kann.so the bus came n i hug yana so tightly.im so looking forward our next miting k gerl.i noe u're are reading this.haha!
this is especially for yana: i really enjoyed myself ystdy k gerl.love u!!sayang giler!
and i've just been told by yana tdy that farhan did something so swit to her.he actually plucked flowers n form I LOVE YOU on the pavement.i was like awww.he's so swit.do that for me n i'll be the most happiset person.i mean like hu will do that rite..030606 congrats!im the first!yay yay!
yea.i sat alone in the bus n did lot of thinking like i shud me studying right now instead of hanging around at town.i msg yana n told her how much i enjoyed myself today. then i suddenly thought of someone n i sent him a msg.n i fall asleep in the bus siakk.i reached home n thank god, mum didnt scold me.then i took out all my notes n told myself to study but thanx ekh, tertdo plak..
i woke up this morning n saw all my notes all over the floor.i woke up n eat my breakfast n listened to parents quarelling.y ekh?they fight over the smallest matter.i went to the bathroom n bath n i can still hear them quarelling.y is it that the quarelling cannot stop?do they noe that it is actually REALLY affecting me?my sis are still so small so they dun even care less n bro is always not a home.n everytime im at home the quarelling simply continue n it seems never ending.where is the love?the love i got before.yar, it has all been passed to the 3 bitchy sisters at home.i wish i was still that small young gerl where i got all the attention n love from my parents.give me back my parents love!!
i went out wit my family for 2 wedding invitations at tamp n one under my void deck.so the one under my void deck was nice.i so love the flowers on every table so i took a pic of it.but i still want red roses for my wedding.haha.prasan lar plak.n everytime there's wedding invitation, im always looking forward to seeing n eating my fav goodies, the kuih suji.n sadly there wasnt but mum gave me the one she went ystdy n i took a pic of it.she noes i love that kuih suji but doesnt want to learn how to make one.omg, im so random. okay, i better start memorizing my notes tonite n dont fall asleep okay.

















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