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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
i ter-wake up by a message tone on my phone.how amazing that i can ter-wake up to that.even the alarm doesnt work for me.usually, if i receive a msg in the morning, i wud quickly read it then delete it and when i really woke up, i'll go " shit.wats the msg again?".so u see, i'll always forget what the msg says.but that morning, when i opened the msg and read it, i started to cry.i told you pple im very very emo.okay.lets not talk abt the msg.this time, i REALLY make sure that dumbass brother doesnt take my phone.
last nite, campfire was a "looking forward to it" ekh.it is the miting up wit fellow ex-ncos that im looking forward ar actually.campfire was super boring wit all the cadets performance.i swear my batch is the best lar ekh!!
i left home at 7 and got a call from handsome sebas.so i was supposed to mit lea and aisyah at bedok intc at 7pm.for once, lea came first before me.so we took 14 and then edmund took the bus and so does vincent.handsome sebas call me again.as soon as we got off from the bus, crossed the road and the first person i was looking forward to see was fatin!i saw her, run to her and gave her a hug.gosh, i so MISS her alot ar.then, we proceed to the toilet bcoz someone needs the toilet badly.not me okay.oh oh.was camwhoring in the toilet ar.then we went to the carpark or what the hell the name is for the campfire.as they start singing the campfire songs, me, lea and aisyah were like flashing back on our npcc days sakk.i miss those moments.and when, we saw the ncos crying, suddenly we remember those days where we used to cry when someone is leaving and definately during pop.looking back at it, i think its stupid ar.haha.ok whatever.i only like the music that they played.note:aisyah, stop saying that u're body is stiff.cmon lar, rmbr the dangdut u used to performed wit 2 of ur fwens in school?kecoh siakk.
so,we were getting bored.we went to the canteen and ate.i was super hungry lar.and and.i miss camp food seyy.aft that, it was photo taking session again.imagine, we got into a squadform and took a picture wit the serious face.and its so weird to be in the squadform wit us all dressed up.i want to smile but cannot mah, kate squadform.then, the guys wanted to haf supper at simpang.i miss those guys but due to aisyah wanting to complete her school work, me and lea had to leave wit her to macdonalds and let her complete her work.and..i had my chocolate sundae!!i think i want another chocolate sundae.nurul still owe me chocolate sundae!!pictures next time okay!
i had a wonderful time my ex ncos.
sebas-my handsome buddy.haha.he said" if u wan to grow taller u better follow go simpang" so i answered "its ok lar.i want to be short".next time i go simpang wit u guys ok then i can grow taller just like what u said.
edmund-my lil bro(we haf the same bdae)if we hear any slow song again during the campfire, may i haf the honour to dance wit you?
bendy-haha, the guy i used to haf a crush on.he's still devoted to npcc.he came back to be the ci.pheeweet!
vincent-still got that serious look on his face.and this guy always call me short and ketot!but im one proud ketot gerl okay.
aisyah darling-I MISS YOU SO MUCH.so where the hell is our sentosa trip?forget abt it.next time we go out together together ok.then, i'll kiss you and hold you hand okayy.
lea the magnificent-you better study hard okay.maths is POSSIBLE lar.ystdy was like the first time i see you aft so so long of not seeing you.we only chat online.must see each other more often okay.remember chillets?sheesh!
fatin gorgeous-you've turned into one beautiful swan babey.the next outing, dun let ur bf noe okay, so we can spent more time together.eventhough we didnt get to spent the night together last nite(tanx to ur bf!), just that few minutes were wonderful okay.lepaskan rindu kepe, gerl?I SO MISS US LAR.
btw, fatin wrote this in her blog.
Supiah: Oh my Oh my. One punk girl. Had to say i was major-ly surprised by how you dressed. i thought you would turn out to be more of something of lady-like pink girl. some things of those sort. But hell no! u had black stockings and i love your hair. its so PUNK. wadadadad...things changed. i love the whole outlook. thank god you're not a minah in a dressing sense. Lovely supiah.
duh, i was never a minah ekh.and never wud i wan to become one okay.and please people, look at me.SAYA BUKAN MINAH OKAYY!
-you can call me selfish But all I want is your love You can call me hopeless (hopeless) Cause I'm hopelessly in love You can call me unperfect But who's perfect? Tell me what do I gotta do To prove that I'm the only one for you What's wrong with being selfish?-
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