wednesday
woke up late as usual.and i missed wwnk tutorial.and even came so much later for dsag tutorial at 12.i walked in the room at 1230pm, smiled at everybody, jot down whatever shits which i totally dont understand.at 1245pm "okay, thats all for tdy!" buang mase ajer.waste time only.
mit the guys and fizah at the library.i seriously duno why FM or CM is so interesting.so manipulating.but really, isnt it just boring staring at the screen and getting stressed over some game?even kailing agrees wit me.okay, maybe its just me, i've got no interest for soccer at all.
extra training wit the gerls in the evening.no coach-s no stress.it was so much relaxing sey.and everytime we feel tired, we stopped and have a water break.if only training's like this every week.
thursday
i came to school for only 2 hrs.and i had a very long break from 12 till training.wanted to go home to finish my dsag project and sacrifice my training for once.i feel so bad for telling him that i will go home but i didnt.but no..i still want go.dowant to ruin my 100% attendance.yet another training plus fitness test siak.and i still think that training is more important then projects.smack me if you want to.
had lunch wit azlina.sambal belacan power giler...
aft school,i did try to complete my project before training.wit the help of dearie sharina.and aft some time of cracking the brain, we got bored, we started to cam-whore.pictures aft this.had mdbs group meeting.aarghhh!projects projects projects.1 down 2 more to go!
fitness- 6 rounds within 15 mins.
gorgeous didnt came so i didnt see him.
so i wanted to be a nice lil woman, i called him aft training. =)
and i went home wit that irritating farij ar.az went home wit bf, yam went makan wit her guy friend and i was stucked wit farij.tak suker siakk..
today
i woke up late again lar.was planning to go for apel at 8( macam paham ar supi) but i woke up at 730 and nobody woke me up.tanx!so i took my time to get ready.lydia coming down to school!so im miting her.that woman ar, 930 mit at the mushroom, but still, she's forever late.imagine if i didnt call her, confirm lambat giler..and she wore pink for the first time.nyahaha.and she teman me to print my DSAG project.
and talking abt DSAG, i think i did badly for the interview.and the fucking codes were not working siak!i tested it at home, its really working sia but i duno y it doesnt work when i had to demo it to the teacher.sheesh!and i had to explain some shits which i seriously dont know siak.damn it sey, the teacher asked me to explain the codes for somthing which wasnt completely done by me.sheesh!had to complete the service reflection.but i was distracted wit so many things and my mind was else where and people keep on msging me.how to think and type properly?
i tried the black carrot cake at itas during lunch wit kailing, norman n imam.sumpah sak tak sedap.thats the first and the last.
after school, sat at itas while watching the wondeful people eat.
santan=coconut milk=milk?
cheese=milk?
i think so too.
was supposed to go for training at padang but due to me having to complete OPSY project, i didnt go.and i so semangat bring all the stuff in my bag just in case i decide to change my mind.
i went home and i was stucked outside my house for awhile.i duno what the hell is wrong wit the damn key.i insert the keys, turn the keys around but nothing seems to be working..i tried and tried until i start to sweat like a pig.and still trying.i was damn pissed off so i started kicking the door.i kicked and kicked.i tried to open the lock.still cannot sia.and at last, i bang myself onto the door and turn the keys!voo-ah-lahhh!the door can open already.hungry me trying to find food around house.
and ooppss.yaya told me that she dreamt abt me.something bad happen to me.but i believe dreams are always the opposite.cross my fingers, cross my lil toes, its not going to happen.
okay, back to OPSY project research.
guys are ignoring me just because they are too busy watching the soccer matches.go go..ignore me somemore lar.
i think i want to change my blog song soon.
everything that i do, was i ever being appreciated??sometimes, i feel i was not appreciated.
GET WELL SOON GORGEOUS!
Everybody saidThat I was a fool to thinkThat we'd connectBut I couldn't get my heart out of my head,And they just didn't see;No, they just couldnt knowThe feeling that You get,The places that You go...




-this is how i disappear-
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