[all my life i prayed for someone like you]
okay, the dumbass bro is not around!
had my dsag paper ystdy.n damn!confirm fail!
but still i went out from the lt at 145.why?just to finish up copying the given codes in the paper.memang tak perlu okay.
then, i checked my phone, jeng jeng jeng naq msg me lar of all.but like duh, i was expecting from some other pple but nvrtheless i was surprised that she msg.
naq:sup, kau free tak?
me:asal?kau nak ajak aku kuar ekh?aku free ni skrg
naq:aku nak pi library.but i finish at 6
me:kau nak pi lib mane?i dun mind waiting if u wan me too
then , naq called me.
"aku abis kul 6 tau.by the time aku sampai bedok kul 7 lebih tau.kau nak buat ape sey?...."
"takper lar.kau step mcm aku nak alek umah jer.aku blaja pat skola je lar...."
yup, i love waiting.dun ask me y okayyy..
so i went to the lib wit yaya first.im supposed to study but tanx ekh, i studied only chpt 1 which is so not dat impt.hungry, bought food at cheers.so me n yaya bought food n when we walked back to the lib, i realised that we cant bring food in.so dumb sia.thank god yaya's bf came down wit a bag n we stuffed the stuffs inside his bag.memang bodoh!so i studied?haha.nope, i was sleeping seyy till 4 plus.so i looked thru the lect notes n thats about all.the only WORD that came from my mind when i was in the lib is CIBAI!i mention cibai for like everything n anybody.CIBAI!
i went to bedok lib to search for naq's book first n guess what book im supposed to find?the hungry caterpillar.ya ampon.of all.okay lar, i've always been naq's lib partner.so in search of the book. i cudnt find any.ya lar.of all books!so i called naq, she said "alar.sembarang ar.carik cite pasal caterpillar turn into butterfly ar"
so, i find but still no avail.of all the many many books in the lib.sheesh!then, she came n we look for the book together together.n we found a book by the title "a butter on the butterfly"me n naq look at each other n we go "mampos.merepek.kite nk carik buku pasal butterfly lar sak!"
ok nvrm so we searched n searched then being the so resourceful one, i checked the comp n ta da i found something so i wen to look for it n i found THREE books on butterfly.yay yay.im always naq's book saviour.so she picked one n borrowed it.okay, surprise why an 18 yr old gerl is searching for the butterfly children book?she's an earlychildhood student at np lar.she going to go story telling today.
aft we wen to the lib, naq n me were freaking hungry n as usual when u put me n naq together we can nvr decide.NEVER.it goes same wit yana too!WE CAN NEVER DECIDE.but at last, we came out wit the decision to eat at mcdonalds.i ordered mchicken w/o lettuce pls!as usual.then we were talking crap at mcdonalds.from the story of the exs.like how the ex can scold me cibai now, and the ex who wears magnetic bling bling!the laughing never ending sey.n where our secondary school mates are.n the funny part is i told naq that i still keep the poly unsuccessful posting letter.we broke into laughter lar ekh.like omfg!that was like 2 yrs ago okay n i still kip it.we were like cibai-ing all the way.this is wat u get when u put the sarcastic naq n the crazy mad supi together.the never ending crappyness n eerie laughterS.later at nite, i msg naq.
me:all the best for the story telling tmr.gd nite n dream bout the caterpillar eggs turning into a butterfly or the butter on the butterfly.haha.
naq:haha.welcome hor.love you!
me:welcome lor.cey cey.mentang mentang suke budak cine.ok lor.alamak surat tu maseh blom buang ar.legend ar babe.cube ekh mimpi pasal the magnetic bling bling.
naq:haha.cb.i promise i wont peep in my pants laughing in my sleep.
paper starts at 330 today.mdbs.god noes what the hell i studied until i fall asleep on chpt 3.only 3 okayy!i still got till chpt 10 ler.
im just so pissed off wit my bloody phone!i cant charged it lar.low batt oredi.n im not using the bloody phone tdy but i got no phone.i need my phone, my essentials!cibai!so im praying hard that mum let me use her phone till dad gets me a charger or new phone.
all my life i prayed for someone like you.
-this is how i disappear-
11:00 AM