life's so unpredictable
you nvr know what's going to happen
you nvr know what's going to happen next
one moment you can be happy and
another moment you can be sad

i doubt my feeling towards any guy
but i plucked the courage
and fall in love again

i prayed for everlasting love
but i know it never exist
i always hope for miracle to happen
but i know it doesnt happen

the sorrow in my eyes
nobody know
and i never want anybody
to know

but sometimes i wonder
did he ever feels for me?
did he ever love me?
did he ever feels the same way too?
did he ever wants me?
did he ever mean whatever he said?

im so confused
im so dumb
but you cant blame me
for feeling this way

i never believe in promises
but i promise all my life
that he's the first and the last
but i know this is too much
for me to ask from myself

we make mistake
people make mistake
but being wit him was never a mistake

loving him is the best thing that has happen to me
but once the time is up
i have to let him go
i have to stop loving him

i know it's going to be tough
but i cant be selfish
and have him all by myself
because i know it will never happen
i know

i fear losing him
i fear anything that going to happen
leaving is tough
and i never want to do it
dats the reason why
i hold him close
close to me
and never let him go

his love can never be replace
and the thought crosses my mind
that soon its goin to be over
but i pray hard
for the moment not to come

but for now
im not ready
not ready to let him go
i wish i dun haf to let him go
but i cant
never will i can
but when im ready
i will
but i dont know when

i thank god for his love
i thank god for his existance
i thank god for testing me

thank you for making me the happiest one! i'll always remember those word on 080606 1.13am.

online
now playing-save you
simple plan

supiah.supi.sup.9teen.temasekpoly.
facebook addict.
i whine and i sulk.
i smile & laugh alot so dont tell me to stop.
im happy & blessed.
im the.girl from hell.
i play touchrugby & i ♥ tpiranhas.
i ♥ the happyhappypeople.
i am convinced that friends come & go.
shopping & online shopping makes me a happy kid & satisfied & broke.
simple plan/good charlotte/my chemical romance/the click five rock my socks.
love me & i'll love you.hate me & i'll hate you more.
im feeling and tired at work.

to Bangkok and i cant wait!
chocolatebananacake
graduation
theclickfiveconcert
ben&jerry's
hotpinkshoes
getawaytohongkong/bali/anywhere
sunsetastoldbydearestbfsincedec15
meetlittlemissiza
singfest


abandoned!

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